I created this account long back...when you had not come in my life. Today, when you are far away from me and do not understand the complexity of life, I found this as a medium to communicate with you, so that you read them when you grow up.
You came in my life like a wish come true, who gave me reasons to smile. Love, care , understanding , sacrifice, endurance , devotion all these words had a meaning now. The more I loved you , seemed lesser. I was scared to be less caring, as never wanted your sounds ( you used to cry really hard) to get unattended. I tried understanding all your needs and desires from your eyes and actions , and if wasn't able to, felt terrible. At times , days and nights seemed to be same with you, as we would sit and play, if you were not sleepy :) and I used to wonder , what kind of games would you like? I would sometimes create some funny faces or do some funny acts and we both would laugh together.. at times disturbing daddy's sleep :P. Son ! I must tell you here that it was him, who gave this opportunity to spend that treasured time with you.
Then there were those down times as well, when you had fallen sick. Both of us would get worried about what and how it happened. And then we would rush to your doctor, with flurry of questions about the disease, dosage, food , milk etc. This illness thing would affect all of us terribly. We used to stroll you whole night in our arms, hoping you get a sound sleep that would reduce your suffering.
I understand now, that why being a mother, is the most prestigious position in the relations hierarchy. A mother will always be there for her child, no matter what. She does anything and everything which make his child's life easier.
Luv U,
Mumma
